Just Me {26/365}

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26/365 project

I did go out today but it was snowing/raining so I left the camera at home. I have been in a reflective mood as of late. So I decided a self portrait attempt might work today. The results were not what I was expecting but they did turn out to be what I needed.

26/365 project

26/365 project

My face has been in a frown or a pout for the majority of the time lately. Even trying to make myself smile looked like a frown.

26/365 project

Taking these photos brought me to a space where I truly thought about what was going on in my head. I have been having mini meltdowns and feeling lonely but I couldn't quite place what was wrong. Seeing that even my smile was a frown made me realize something was going on with me. That is when I realized that Thursday is Thanksgiving, and this is the first holiday without my grandma. I'm sad. I miss her. And I can't fathom a holiday with our big family without her, but yet on Thursday we will.

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