Down the Rabbit Hole: Day 11


I've been feeling pretty good lately. Better than I was at any rate.

I feel less anxious over things, and I don't cry nearly as much. 

I have an appointment with Behavioral Health in a few weeks. My OB was pretty sure that I'm going to feel even better by then. He said I sounded much better now. I still feel anxious about leaving my baby. I still think it's pointless for me to get a job. My OB did advise me to not work if I didn't feel I was ready. It just makes me a little fearful about purposely stopping my assistance, but honestly I have to go off at some point.

I also noticed it's not just my feeling sad, alone, crying, etc that is changing. I actually drew a cute little rabbit hole on my dry erase board with the words "Down the Rabbit Hole" and what day I'm on. It's been quite some time since I drew something.






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Down the Rabbit Hole by ~nimani-confused

2 comments

  1. I'm happy to hear that you're starting to feel better and even happier to hear that you drew something. Drawing, for me, is so very therapeutic.

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  2. Thanks, it's very encouraging to me. =}

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